There is nothing to do…
Can you see that you are locking yourself into a seeker role. Waiting for something to happen in the future?
You are making hard work of what is really simple. By simple, I mean not complex. Also not difficult.
The portal that I fell through showed me this.
There is nothing to do.
You don’t earn liberation. It is there (here) for the seeing.
..and what is there to see? (rhetorical question) THIS.
What is THIS?
Whatever you are currently experiencing.
Whatever it is. Good/bad (ha) Pleasant/unpleasant. Spiritual/whatever the opposite of spiritual is.
You can’t DO anything about it, but if these words provoke an intention to do anything, then let it be that you simply watch whatever arises without opinion.
Trying to be loving/forgiving/have gratitude only gives strength to their opposites.
When you focus on them, the absence of them in yourself and others colors your world and shuts out the sun.
Now, don’t get hung up on how successful you are at this.
You can’t fail, because even (apparent) failure is THIS.
How simple is it?
Nothing to do but watch (or not)
You are by nature a loving being. A gracious being. A forgiving being.
These thing show themselves best when you are relaxed and peaceful.
This will happen as complete acceptance arises for whatever life-ing offers.