To Summarise..

i would hope that by the time you reach here, that it is clear what the difference is between direct experience and concept.

That you recognize the illusory nature of an inherently independent self, running the show.

You realize that choice, decision, control only exist as a mental construct overlaying an existing happening.

It may also be, that the seeking urge has gone AWOL.
The urge to read or watch a video of some enlightened being has also diminished.

If any of the above don’t sit comfortably for you, then go back to the page where you first felt confused, then go to the comments section and tell me where i need to expand or do it differently.

What comes next?